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The World at Large

  The descending sun spooks me, As it reminds me of impending doom. The fate of the world hanging on  the joker wearing the crown. A game of deceit and endless conspiracies, Rigged to make the hidden emerge strong. ‘Come one come all’ The sign bellows. Not one peasant decided to enjoy the menu. They are sinking to fall in their own broken ship. All towing to head into the dark abyss. We enjoy playing the game when it is, Someone else who’s head will twirl if they miss. But when the trigger loads and the target is us. When the bullet wants to grab hold on us. We run so far, without a hitch. We run to never stop to check. What happened to those who tried to save us? What happened to the joker who longs for love? What happened to the magician, is he still sick? The old man, next door, did he get his tip? The world of our species amuses me. To see the world move by so cheap. The moon is now out. It winks at me. The stars shining bright following me. The world beyond our species, F...

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she was unstoppable / fearless, if you will. But no matter where life took her / she managed to brighten things up with a smile. - Mahathi.S 

rise..

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it's sad isn't it? How you could love with all your heart and still end up broken? it hurts doesn't it? the very thought of failing again..the thought of losing everything again..the thought of being a stranger in your own home, in your own mind and even in your own body. You're different now, I know. And that's fine,Bcoz when you lose someone you love ,you lose apart of yourself that you never get back.a part that forever resides in the land of the lost... and that's ok...because u need to learn to believe that even after the darkest of storms,the sun is bound  to rise again. You will rise again. - Mahathi.S p.c pinterest

dear heart.

Dear heart, It's time to let go. It's time to let all the weight that you have carried around for years go. It's time to get rid of everything that has pinned your wings to the ground for so long. It's finally time to set yourself free again. Truth is , i'm sorry . I should have done this a long time ago,when you were scattered in pieces,crying and begging for help.But, i didn't listen to you. i refused to believe people change. I refused to let go Maybe , that was just the thought of a naive girl who had been looking at something that she had already lost. A love that was never hers. I'm sorry that i left you in a cage with no keys , i'm sorry i tied your hands up . I'm sorry i imprisoned you in a broken world.You deserve more. You deserve better. Better that i could ever give.And maybe , one day you'll be able to forgive me for what i did. but until then, pls promise me , that you will never get stuck behind bars again. that you will ne...

to the one who left

To the one who left,   Did you ever imagine what will happen to my world when  you shattered my heart?  Did you ever think if i would ever have the courage to move on after what you did? After getting trapped in your endless lies , your sweet words that turned into phantoms at night, did you ever imagine how broken i will be when you left me to die? sometimes , when i see you in the hallways i want to look you in the eye and ask you one question.. Was it that easy? Was it that easy to leave me? Was it that easy to throw everything away and act like it was nothing to you? like i was nothing to you?, but then i realize that it isnt worth it, that  You aren't worth it. You don't deserve to be loved.. I hope that if you ever hear my name, if you ever come across our old chats and if you ever recollect the memories we shared, then you smile.. I hope you miss me at that moment when you turn around wishing i'd be there waiting for you. But i won't. Coz i'll be...

i dont know

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I dont know why seeing you smile makes me wanna cry. I dont know why hearing your voice kills my soul everytime. You think i want to hurt you, but truth is i don't know how, without hurting myself too. I dont know why i cant sleep at night when you're barely awake. I wish i could know if i'll ever be yours coz it hurts not knowing a thing.. - Mahathi.S