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The World at Large

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  The descending sun spooks me, As it reminds me of impending doom. The fate of the world hanging on  the joker wearing the crown. A game of deceit and endless conspiracies, Rigged to make the hidden emerge strong. ‘Come one come all’ The sign bellows. Not one peasant decided to enjoy the menu. They are sinking to fall in their own broken ship. All towing to head into the dark abyss. We enjoy playing the game when it is, Someone else who’s head will twirl if they miss. But when the trigger loads and the target is us. When the bullet wants to grab hold on us. We run so far, without a hitch. We run to never stop to check. What happened to those who tried to save us? What happened to the joker who longs for love? What happened to the magician, is he still sick? The old man, next door, did he get his tip? The world of our species amuses me. To see the world move by so cheap. The moon is now out. It winks at me. The stars shining bright following me. The world beyond our species, F...
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Talk it out

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Talk to yourself. Trust me, it helps. And no, you are not insane to do so. You want to know something, when I revealed that I cope by conversing with myself, people laughed at my face. Made jokes about it for days. I felt humiliated for a while but then, the best thing happened. I started comforting myself and slowly worked it out. That's when I learned that it didn't matter what they thought. The best person to guide me in certain situations is me. Deep down, I know what I want. In fact, something is always telling all of us what we want. We just refuse to pay attention to it. Let me ask you something, you might read a dozen self-help books, watch a dozen spiritual videos, and that's all ok. No discrimination against any of that. But, why do you deny yourself the opportunity to be your own rock? Why are you waiting for someone to come and fix you up, why are you holding it all in so that you can pour it out to some stranger who you are hoping will pop out of a bush? Why no...
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REMEMBER THIS!!

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Remember, you do not have to apologize for feeling. They are your thoughts and they are your actions, you have full control over them. You do not have to beg for mercy just because you felt anxious or because you got hurt by something they said. Noone and I mean NOONE has the authority to make you do that. Do you understand? Stop living a life based on someone else's terms and start creating your own, because trust me, there is no better revenge than smiling from ear to ear to the people who made you shed over a million tears. - Mahathi.S p.c-Tumblr
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chance..

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there is no point in blaming them. it's your life. you made the decision. it is you who said 'yes' when you were supposed to say 'no', you can't blame them for asking and neither can you blame yourself for accepting. maybe deep down you felt a void of loneliness. maybe you needed that company. maybe, just maybe, you were alone with your thoughts. the one feeling you absolutely dread.  It's ok. whatever is done is done. now, it is your chance to prove to the world that you will soar again. it is your chance to redeem your self worth and scream at the top of your lungs that you are back again.  but remember, not everyone gets a second chance, and the lucky ones who do, sometimes forget the value of it by spiralling again. this is your moment. it is up to you to choose whether you will be forgotten like the rest or will you stand up for yourself? -Mahathi.S  p.c-wallpaper cave
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STOP!

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Mental Struggle Is Real. Yes it hurts deeply, it scars one for life and it's like being lost in a dark abyss with no sign of life. Stop belittling it. Stop shaming it. And stop treating it like a disgrace. Because the more you lose faith in it the more your loved ones who are struggling hide away from you. To all those who think mental illness isn't a "thing" and that it's "made up", shame on you! Yes, all of you! None of you took the time to understand what real pain means. Do you know how it feels like to have a voice in your head continuously demotivating you all day, to have silent whispers insulting you wherever you set foot, to have your own mind judging you constantly for everything you do? If you do, then reach out. Don't just sit there and drown in your sadness, communicate. Please. And if you don't, shut the hell up! You have no right whatsoever to shame someone based on their mental health. You have no right to attach a tag of disgrace...
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Show your SUPPORT!

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Love Yourself

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You don't need to prove anything to anybody. This is your life, not theirs. Don't strive for their approval. You only need yours, follow your heart. Because trust me, it will never leave you in a ditch and even if it does, it will always show you the way out. Trust yourself first, because you are the only person I can guarantee is going to stay forever, till the end of time. And this time I actually mean till the end. Learn to love yourself. Accept that you matter too. - Mahathi.S
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LEARN THIS!

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It's funny , how we yearn so much for something, burn ourselves out for it and when we finally receive the fruit of our labour, the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, we give all the credit to 'luck'. It's always, "I'm so lucky to have gotten this". Yes, I'm not saying you are not. You do have a certain amount of luck, but is luck the person who stayed up all night for this? Did "luck" pull the many all-nighters you did? Did "luck" burn itself out trying to obtain this result? I'm sorry, i thought it was YOU!  Learn, to give yourself credit sometimes. It's not such a bad thing. And it certainy is not being selfish, it's called being grateful. I'm not telling you to become a self-obsessed monstor but at the same time I'm telling you to learn to thank yourself for everything you do. You are your head cheerleader, if you don't motivate the team to go on, who will? So, the next time you achieve something, big...
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