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The World at Large

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  The descending sun spooks me, As it reminds me of impending doom. The fate of the world hanging on  the joker wearing the crown. A game of deceit and endless conspiracies, Rigged to make the hidden emerge strong. ‘Come one come all’ The sign bellows. Not one peasant decided to enjoy the menu. They are sinking to fall in their own broken ship. All towing to head into the dark abyss. We enjoy playing the game when it is, Someone else who’s head will twirl if they miss. But when the trigger loads and the target is us. When the bullet wants to grab hold on us. We run so far, without a hitch. We run to never stop to check. What happened to those who tried to save us? What happened to the joker who longs for love? What happened to the magician, is he still sick? The old man, next door, did he get his tip? The world of our species amuses me. To see the world move by so cheap. The moon is now out. It winks at me. The stars shining bright following me. The world beyond our species, F...
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4 YEARS OF US!

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                                                                                                    Thank you all for all the support and encouragement for the past 4 magnifecent years!                            It truly has been a pleasure writing and entertaining you guys, I hope i can continue                                    doing this for a long time to come! Keep Reading and Keep smiling!                   
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Happier...

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  Yes, I'm happy. happier than you ever let me be. do you wanna know what changed? i stopped caring about you. i stopped worrying about what you would do, i stopped ever trying to picture my life again with you . i erased your name from my heart, boxed all our memories and locked them up in a chest for which i don't even have the key to. and no, it's not what you are thinking. i didn't do it to treasure you. i did it to forever bury you.and believe it or not, it actually worked. every single part of this ingenious plan worked perfectly.  truth is,on somedays i kinda feel sorry for you. because you try too hard and still fail.because you break your head against the wall over and over again, all to act like it doesn't kill you everyday. but, let it. and maybe it would do you good. maybe it will help you understand that i am happier without you. - Mahathi.S   p.c - pinterest
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It's Ok...

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Your anger, your pain it's all perfectly reasonable. I get it. You think life is being just a little to o hard on you, you think everyone is out to get you and no matter what i say, you are not going to change your mind, but i hope you know that it's ok. I understand what you are going through, and i want you to know that no matter what happens i will always be here for you. and yes, you might not believe that just yet. But give it time. give me time. and i will prove to you that i am certainly here to stay.  It's ok to yell, its ok if you want to scream. it's tough i know, and trust me it is going to get worse, but we will face it together ok? and someday i hope we can look back together on these days and smile. i hope we can laugh till our stomach hurts and be thankful for finding each other. i hope we can make it past this storm to the other side and watch the sunrise together again. - Mahathi.S p.c wallpaper cave
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the night sky...

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Have you ever found yourself lost in the beauty of the night sky? Just staring and smiling.  Wondering to yourself, how could something so dark yet mysterious, something so plain yet captivating, something you see evey night, hold the secrets of the universe? Have you ever lost yourself gazing at the moon? It seems like the perfect contrast doesn't it? A globe of solace hanging peacefully in a sky surrounded with clusters of celestial bodies.  It's all just so mesmerising. Like nature's waking call. It can drag you out of the deepest blues and almost instantly make you forget about all your worries in life.  And for some people, the night sky is not just a natural phenomena. for them, it represents hope. the feeling that they are always watched over. the feeling that they are never alone in this cruel world.  It provides them with courage, and reminds them that every heartbeat of theirs is heard by the ones they hold in it. But, the night sky is n...
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 it is ok to cry once in a while. it is ok to let yourself feel whatever you need to feel. no one is going to prey on your sadness. people have better things to do than watch you drown. you have to believe that. everything heals with time. even the deepest of scars. what frightens you today, will make you laugh hysterically in a few years. trust that. because at the end of the day, it all comes down to how you want to react. how do you want to make a difference? are you actually going to let this break you? or will you let it mold you into something better, into someone better?  it is upto you now, what do you choose.. fight or flight? - Mahathi.S p.c tumblr
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Reflection & A note...

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The worst feelings ever? When you are faking a smile to the world, but no one can tell the difference. When you feel like your heart is burning alive, but you don't know anyone who cares enough to listen to you cry. When you just wish someone will ask you how you are, but no one seems interested in your life at all. A note to one and all: To all those who felt this post hit you hard, I just want you to know, that i might not know your face, i might not know your name, i might not know anythng about you but the fact that you like to read quotes on life. That you are someone like me who loves to read and relate with every word in every line . That like me, you like to cope with the world, by hiding under a book. Because, they feel more alive to you than anyone around you. And, I just want you to know that that is absolutely fine! I care about all my readers. So, take a deep breath, close your eyes and ask yourselves "ARE YOU OK?".  And it is not...
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"Anytime..."

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Please stop. It's driving me crazy. The way you are willing to give everything up for my smile. I don't know how to thank you, but whenever I do. You cut me off by saying "Anytime".. You save me from my demons and walk through hell every time, But if I I ever try to thank you , You always reply "Anytime.." And sometimes i go mad. i try to hurt you so you realise that i'm not worth all the troubles you fight. but, i don't know how it always ends with you saying "anytime".. You aren't a robot. I've known that for so long. But i just don't want to bring you down You deserve more than I will ever give, not because I don't care. But because I always will. It sounds crazy , i know. But that's how i live all the time. acting like i hate you when you're all I think about every night. But I won in this mess, I succeeded in my plan. You no longer care. And one day, i hope you'll thank me fo...
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right now...

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 in times like these noone is going to use their luxury cars. noone is going to wear their diamond necklace and show it off . noone is going to bother rummaging through their wardrobe to find their most exquisite gown. because right now all the 'gifts' are sitting in a pile collecting dust. And what they once deemed as life essentials have already been forgotten and are long gone.. Because right now they are all going to be looking back on their life. their childhood. and find bits and pieces of their memories that they haven't seen in so long. they are going to forget all about that 'dustpile' and move on to something that matters more. and looking back at those old selfies. through those numerous albums of mischief. giving a glance at all the striked report cards. at all the family reunions. all the friends. laughter.tears.heartbreaks.anger,jealousy.love.it will all come back to them. they will live their life once again.this time playing the part of the audie...
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"till the end of time"

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I always knew this day would come, p.c pinterest when you would go against your words, and justify why you are right/ It's earlier than i expected, but forever is too faraway, so tell me darling, is this what you meant when you said, "till the end of time"?/ More  than your broken promises, or forgotten lies, I cant get the little things out of my mind. like when you promised to stay forever and never leave "till the end of time"/ Do you think I'm blind? The clock is still running, But your name has disappered, from every text of mine./ And i guess i can't blame you, coz like i said, "forever is too far away"/ i'm sorry to break it to you honey, but nothing ever lasts , especially when they say.. "till the end of time"...
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trust the process

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p.c wallpaperaccess Listen, I want you to tell yourself that it's going to be ok.no matter how scary it seems right now. everything will soon change. and you need to too. i want you to understand that even the worst scars heal with time. don't deny yourself the oppurtunity of a fresh start by holding on for too long. you need to learn to let go. you need to understand that even after the darkest of nights, the sun will soon shine its light. until then you will always have those twinkling stars that adorn the night sky guiding you throughout the dark.fall in love with them and tell yourself you are never alone. and you need to repeat that to yourself everytime the sunsets. and i promise you when you rise again, it will be the most beautiful crack of dawn mankind has ever witnessed yet. but until then, learn to chase your monsters away. learn to fight back, learn to stand up for yourself. it's all a part of the process of rising again. i want you to really believe that b...
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you...

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you think I don't know anything about what you feel. you think i'm a clueless idiot who never understands another being. according to you, you are the only one hurting. but truth is everyone is. some are just better at faking a smile than others. i might not cry to you. i might never confide in you. and i will certainly never tell you all the things i have sacrificed for you. you will never know of all the times i have saved you from the monsters waiting to prey on  you. you will never know how many sleepless nights i have spent worrying about you. and frankly, i will never bother telling you. i will never boast to my friends that i got burnt saving you. i will never gloat for falling too hard. and i will never show off my scars. instead i will treasure them night and day, and remind myself never to get burnt again. - Mahathi.S p.c - mwallpapers.com
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My mind was in turmoil. But, I couldn't understand why. You left me with so many empty spaces and unanswered doubts, that slowly began to grow like a tumor and eat away my sanity. I lived in your picturesque lines, that felt like a fantasy to my naive mind, and i let you in. i put my guard down. and i watched you destroy me and burn me alive. i felt demolished.defeated. but it was fine.because i realised that in chaos i thrive. and like how you changed in a second, even i wont think twice. ill change myself into someone you will barely recognize. and then ill sit back,relax, and watch it eat you away. just like you did. but this time there is no escape. - Mahathi.S , p.c tumblr
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There's always magic everywhere, right from the crystal blue sky to the solid hard ground. There's always going to be a force out there that we just can't explain. have you ever wondered why someone walked into your life at that right moment? have you ever wondered why the right person ended up at the wrong time?have you ever given a thought of how everything is seemingly repeating itself in some random pattern in the universe? like it was carefully planned to?. thats just it. it's never in our hands. and it never will be. because sometimes total confusion is a good thing. for when in doubt, the creation of chaos is inevitable. and sometimes a little chaos is all it takes to bring out the hidden magic in all of  us. - Mahathi.S  p.c pinterest
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best friends💝

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   Best friends. a set of very few people who wouldn't mind listening to every detail of your life that you find obnoxious. the people who you can call at literally any time of the day and expect a reply. the people who are always the loudest to laugh at you when you fall down, but again the first to pick you up. the special people who will humiliate you night and day, but bash up the person who says a word wrong about you. those people who will always lend you a shoulder to lean on at any point in life. those who will sit by you as you devour icecream after a heartbreak, and not dare ask for a bite. the people who will seriously kill your enemies and make it look like an accident. that special bunch who will always be your partners in crime and never judge you for being yourself. those to whom your heart always has a special spot for. that bunch of people who will never leave anywhere without you. truth is ,you know deep down ,that till the end of tim...
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if

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she is a true badass. if u broke her. if u betrayed her. if u hurt her. if you broke her trust.if u ever broke her heart. if u were ever the reason for her tears. and if u got away easy. if she didnt bother hurting you back. if she didnt care to acknowledge your sadistic comments. then idiot, realize that u aren't worth anything to her. realize that she has better things to do then ruin you. realize that she doesnt believe in seeking revenge. but trust me, if you dare to step into the lion's den again. if you are dumb enough to even try hurting her again thinking that she is weak. run for your life honey.because you just called death to your door step, and she won't rest until she has ripped your soul apart. - Mahathi.S
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IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY!!!

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it doesn't matter how you look, everyone is truly beautiful. for your heart forever shines like gold, it doesn't matter whether you are fat or thin. inner beauty lies within. it fits all sizes, and no matter what they say. inner beauty never goes away./ it doesn't matter how much money you have. if you are willing to give more than those greedy misers can/ it's ok to break down it's ok to cry. but no matter what you do, never let them think they're right/ Because, darling, they couldn't be more wrong. You are only human after all. and no matter what they say, you grow more beautiful everyday...💝                                                             -Mahathi.S p.c - tumblr
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in this cruel world, being selfish is not a sin. as long as your selfish to the right people. in this cruel world being selfless is not always rewarded, even if you are an angel to the demons you face. but if you ever show your greed to the people to whom you mean the most, if you ever show your egotistial side to those who would sacrifice their life for your smile i'm most certain, that you will burn in hell  till the end of time. - Mahathi.S  p.c - tumblr
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random snippet #2

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If only people could stop worrying about dying and start celebrating that they are alive.. If only they could stop looking at life as a mess and start looking at it like magic.. - Mahathi.S p.c-wallpapercave
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maybe

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Maybe, all we need to do in life is hope. to just hope that someday, everything will make sense again. that someday we'll find that someone who will finally ground us again./ maybe all we need to do is firmly believe that everything happens for a reason. maybe all we need is a little bit of magic , pushing us towards the right direction. and maybe a little push is all that it takes to realise what the heart truly says../ and the heart will never lead you astray it will always point the right way. it will work just for you all night and  day, so that someday you might finally believe, that maybe, life is way easier than it seems to be. - Mahathi.S         p.c - pinterest                                                
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An honest note..

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People have been trying to contact me , trying to get me online, trying to get me to open up. People think I'm crazy to have chosen being distant for a while. And truth is I didn't want to at first. But here's the story , that changed it all... I had a best friend once, she was a rebel in her own ways. We shared an interest and bonded for a year or two, and i thought she was perfect, until she showed me she wasn't. After a while, i got to see her dark side, the side i had never seen before, the side i thoroughly despised but never had the courage to tell.. I repeatedly got hurt by her senseless lies. I repeatedly lost myself trying to find her. And after a point I couldn't take it anymore so I submerged myself in the shadows, just to stay hidden from her. Just to collect a little peace and quiet instead of being intervened by a thousand different  people,each wanting thousand different things. Just to make sure that I don't lose my sanity, trying to s...
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Darling, i hope you realise, that there is no such thing as perfect princesses or charming knights. noone is going to catch you in a white horse  when you fall. because when you fall, all you do is hit the ground. and when you hit the ground, all you do is get hurt. that's life. - Mahathi.S p.c - pinterest
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change.. p.c - pinterest

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you can't run. you can't hide. you can't force yourself to live a lie. wherever you go you can't escape. because change will hunt you down and make you pay. change will make sure that you fall from the sky and hit the ground hard.  it will make sure that  your life collapses on your face. it will leave you questioning what happiness is and before it stops it will  ensure that you are buried alive with fake friends and huge piles of lies. and for all that it has put you through it will give you a second chance. a chance to see what you do after it has brought you back to reality again. and then it's up to you to decide,  will you make your chance count? or will you succumb to the lies? - Mahathi.S
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memories...(you can never escape!)

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there's one force on this planet you can never escape. no matter how many pictures you burn, chats you delete, numbers you block, memories you can never escape/ you can act like you don't remember,like you don't give a damn. but, only you will be able to recollect how many sleepless nights you have spent, just wishing you could forget/ they say memories trigger emotions,  truth is your memories are the gun. what you feel triggers the bullets to come out/ hiding behind a facade will never help. these images in your mind will never fade. they will play like movies over and over again. you will be the hero, you will be the villain. you will the joker and your own audience/ your demons aren't your thoughts  or your actions. they are the monsters tucked away in a room you can never enter. they are the voiceless creatures who's very existence speaks volume. try with all your might. but, memories you can never escape. - Mahath...
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approval...a social lie.

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Everyone in this world are racing for one word. it's not fame, not love,not money. But the pure need to feel approved. To feel strong and validated. Nowadays, it's not about what's right or what's wrong, but more about what is approved. And it's crazy to think that 7 billion people, of different race, gender ,religion and social background, are competing for something so comon yet rare called approval. Imagine how beautiful the world will be if the same 7 billion people strived for change, for a better society, for a healing world,for love, for faith. I could go on... But truth is, imagination is not reality. We are reality. And, we don't need anyone's approval to prove that. - Mahathi.S
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